I’ll always stand up for injustice and people who are treated unfairly. It’s my biggest pet peeve…sometimes I just lay in bed listening to meditative music thinking of my potential in the world. I feel dragged down by social aspects of life which are so primitive and stupid at times, yet great during others. Is it weird I want to be President of the United States someday? Or that I want to travel the world fixing problems? Am I an idealist or do I just like to dream? It’s tough to say but you can never fully express all of this to that girl you met at a party or on that college app. It’s something locked deep inside of you, for only yourself to know. It’s beautiful knowing you have thoughts about life that no one probably does, however it goes with you to the grave, and is lost forever. So I feel like i should write down these revelations sometimes, even if I could get ostracized for them.

…My main issue is with religion and how it affects people. I could care less about your beliefs but when I see people supporting their homophobia, racism, or sexism because of God, I get more than pet peeved. I feel like someone like Christopher Hitchens or Sam Harris really gets how I think. I can listen to them speak for hours at a time and feel so…good. But really, who will even know this is how i feel? Those people who make fun of me? I don’t pay attention anymore. When they come begging for a job 20 years from now when that hedge fund has run out, I’ll be the one laughing. Except I won’t. I’ll be smiling. It’s time to forgive everyone in my opinion. But there again is my idealistic nature, and it’s so hard to forgive that dude who’s always talked mess for no reason..